Oct 30, 2010

Out of the box

if i could taste love, then what will it tastes like? is it going to taste nicely like how it appeals to be, or is it just one of those things on god's earth that claims to be good but treat you otherwise? i tasted love. few times during my pre-adult age. yes, those high school moment of curiosity and all. but i don't think those are love that i tasted. because they were temporary. when love claims to be long lasting and every sweetest adjectives you can get out of the Oxford dictionary. call me a hopeless romantic, but this three-words-eight-letters issue is what i find the most complex after quantum physics and Newton's Gravitational's Law, of course. and i want to feel love, the good one :)

you know what, i really hate myself when i am all mushy like this haha! but isn't that what blog usually do?

Here's what i feel

is feeling a little empty lately. reason? tak nak cakap. haha. gediknya. seriously, i do not know myself. BUT THIS HAS TO STOP! but how can that be possible when you're so adorable? hikhikhik.

Oct 21, 2010

You made a rebel out of a careful man's careless daughter

I never wanted to go to past and hope that love works out. I believe there's bigger thing awaits me in the future :)

Oct 20, 2010

i love it here. i love this place. tak silap rasanya pilih tempat ni utk sambung study. maybe yes ada few pros and cons, and sometimes the cons highlight the pros brighter but when you have a bunch of friends who can you can clique with, everything else just doesn't matter anymore. cewahh.

i love it here because i have friends from various places from all over Malaysia. tak de la duduk bawah ceruk Bangi je. haha.and getting to know them means getting to know the lifestyle of people of Malaysia from all walks of life. x wonderful ke tu? i think it is :)
sorang mcm ni, sorang mcm ni. sorang kecek lagu ni, sorang buat hal dia je. haha. human is diversity.

Oct 15, 2010

saja je nak cakap

i x suka family yg westernize kan anak dorg. tak reti cakap melayu konon, speaking konon, org putih konon. hellllooo, ic kau kata kau melayu, kulit kau x de la mcm R-Patz glowing2 gitu, rambut kau pun hitam, lepas tu your breath pun bau belacan, sheesh pergi beli cermin la. sorry la, i bukannya x nak ikut peredaran zaman x nak join awak ni semua speaking sama2, tapi sbb i duduk dkt Malaysia jadi i kena la speaking bila it is relevant to do so. x kan la i nak ckp omputih dkt mak cik kafe, nnt kesian diorg terkulat2 nak carik translator. and i cukup x setuju bila mak i suruh kami adik-beradik ajar adik-adik kami cakap omputih je dkt rumah. so dia fluent. helllllooo, family i mother tongue bahasa melayu, spm aku english A plus je muahahaha when there's a will there's a way ok sayang, bak kata cikgu bahasa melayu i dulu, kalau u betul2 org bahasa, x kisah la bahasa apa u belajar, semua u terror. so tell me what makes u so special if you're so fluent in speaking this international language? ada million of others who can do better than u sayang :)

Oct 3, 2010

oh btw, who the hell from Oak Brook, Illinois datang bertandang ke blog i few days back? I ada peminat luar negara ke? HAHAHAHAHAHA not. anyway, hi *waving hysterically*. bye.

I wish..

it's nice to know what you want to do in life. it's like having light paving your way from one end of a tunnel to the other end, so you won't get lost and your track is clear. so after many attempts of 'figuring things out' and 'finding myself', i hope that either psychology or cosmetic chemistry would be the field i would get myself involved in the future. please god don't make me change my mind lagi dah. fyi, my frequency of changing interest is very very high. so the next time you talk to me about life and career choice, don't be suprise if i end up to be a surgeon hahahah ( that will be impossible considering betapa takutnya saya kepada darah manusia and the anatomy).

i remember few days back when i was very excited about furthering my study in psychology. i walked back to college from class having my brain all excited spreading my plans out. nnt lepas foundation nak buat tu, nak amik tu, nak amik ni, habis bljr nak keje dkt situ, by this age mesti reach this position etcetc. but only to have my plans and dreams crashed when mother told me she doesn't fancy me and psychology exist in the same sentence. so i rebelled. telling her she doesn't know me well. she is not the one who is going to juggle herself bwh timbunan buku tgh2 malam. but after so many things happened between me and her that solely pointed out that her thoughts are always right, i hesitate.. tapi takpela it is still too early to come out with a conclusion. saja je nak buat coretan dkt sini considering it has been forever since i last posted something. haha. btw, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN DARI (is it dari or daripada?) SAYA SETULUS IKHLAS okayyy. zero-zero ye? roger and out.