I wish i don't have to feel this way you know. Like i can't stand being alone, like whenever i'm alone in my room i'll call some friends up or whatever, or if there's no one around i'll try hard to distract myself by going stuffs online or do whatever lah asalkan busy tak payah ingat that.i.am.all.alone :(
i hate this. it's like, do i hate myself too much i don't enjoy the comfort of my own company? :(
i used to love having 'me-time'.
but now i prefer people around. i prefer having conversations. i prefer the sound of noises than the death of silent. what is lacking inside me?
i think i know the answer but i just don't want to admit it here :(